How can I get rid of my western indoctrination? Even though I wholeheartedly want to reject modernity, my ego still reacts badly to traditional living.¶
I’m having trouble focusing and making dhikr. I am diagnosed with hashimoto/autoimmune markers/antithyroid. I have been using prophetic medicine to detox/strengthen including honey and black seed, but still fall asleep during dhikr.¶
I discovered I have atrial fibrillation, which requires heart treatment, and I'm still in my twenties. This was a shock to me. I ask for your prayers and I need your advice.¶