I feel really at a loss with the person I am, I want nothing more that to be a sincere person but it feels really out of reach, but instead of this motivating me to do better, missteps cause me not pursue good out of sadness of what's passed which makes me fear not benefitting from your teachings.¶
I’ve been involved with Interest for a year and managed to end everything. I don’t know how to repent from this, I’m scared I will face terrible punishment, how do I deal with this for the rest of my life?¶